I know your eyes in the morning sun
June 18, 2011
[I found it interesting for some reason that the last entry I posted in 2009 is dated nearly exactly two years ago from today.]
However significant that date may have been a couple of years ago, I no longer remember what made it so. Neither do I remember why I started to write this entry, but today’s pretty special, I think.
I was reading a friend’s blog entry a few days ago. She was writing about how she got involved in her present relationship just a short while after her last one ended, and how she was wondering if that made her a whore. What does that make me then, I wonder? Although setting all technicalities aside I guess… I really don’t know, it’s all so messed up even in my head that I’ve given up trying to sort things out a long time ago.
In any case what matters is that I’m happy now and I’m exactly where I want to be, and I couldn’t have gotten here without a certain someone, and she’s the only one I have my eyes on.